I've been meaning to write an update for a week and finally carved the time out today to do it. Yesterday was my sixth shot, marking the end of the fifth week since starting TRT. A good as time as any to give a status update, I suppose.
Energy-wise, I don't feel much different. Still tired, still sleep fitfully for about 6 hours a night. There's been no coalescing of focus, no sharpening of my mental acuity. I might feel a bit more chipper, but I felt chipper for the most part to begin with. I wasn't depressed, but I still don't like my (admittedly well paying and fairly easy but completely unfulfilling) job.
Maybe a slight change on the sexual side of things. I wasn't having issues before, so no change there, although I have noticed a quality increase. By that I mean where I was maybe hitting an 8 or 9 on the "hardness" scale, I'm now hitting 10. Definitely a noticeable difference, accompanied by a bit more sensitivity as well. Maybe some other TRT users end up running around like randy teenagers, but not me. I'd say my level of desire is about the same as before.
I've gained some weight over the last 5 week, from 188 to 195, no change in waist size, but definitely more muscle. With this has come a cooresponding increase in strength. I don't feel a noticeable energy surge, but the weights float a bit easier, and I'm making gains again after a couple of years fighting to stay at the same place. Very nice to see a bit of muscle being added.
This relates to the above and is undoubtedly the source of my weight gain, but I've been much more hungry since starting the testosterone. Like craving food hungry, sitting down eating huge meals hungry. I'm definitely eating more (hence the weight gain) but it seems to be going to building muscle, not fat. Carb craving is a big part of this hunger, so I find myself eating stuff I'd put aside years ago: chips, candy, peanut butter and jelly sandwiches, pretzels.... I try to limit carbs and was doing so pretty successfully, but these new cravings have me stuffing them down. I need to clamp down a bit on that.
Anyone who's done a steroid or a prohormone is probably familiar with back pumps. Iv'e been gettingthose at a low level for a couple of weeks, to the point where it's difficult for me to run now. I've taken to jum[ping rope for my cardio. Running just cause my back to tighten up too much and is too painful. This si new and definitely related to the testosterone supplementation. I was running fine before, two miles three times a week. So the is for sure a TRT thing.
When it comes to going the bathroom, I've noticed the flow isn't as strong. My PSA levels were fine before hand. I need to do a bit of research on this. I'm not having and problems going, but still.... Related is my (still) waking up at night to go to the bathroom. I generally wake up once, and occasionally twice. In the past, such nocturnal awakening where sometimes (50/50) accompanied by an erection. Now, every time, I've got to wait for the hydraulics to subside. Really, like every time. Annoying.
Overall, I'm happy with my progress. I especially like getting stronger and putting on some muscle. I don't like the back pumps and night time need-to-pee erections. My first blood test for levels comes at 12 weeks. I intend to continue with the testosterone replacement at least until that point and see how things are.
EDIT: I wrote this post 2 days ago, but didn't have a chance to proof
and publish until now. I just finished my Wednesday workout and put up
255 on the bench. Not a lot to some folks, but, due to various shoulder
and elbow issues (including elbow surgery a few years back), that's most
I've done since I was in my 30s. I'm pretty pleased with that, and
after only 5 weeks too!
